One of the hardest parts in anyone's life is admitting faults, bad decisions, and focusing on indecisiveness in the time of crisis. I have and always will preach that positivity and shaking off the bad decision is always the right move but what can one do when looking back and realizing missed opportunity?



Dwelling has never fixed anything and being proactive about something that cannot be changed is foolish. But what of the mental anguish and feelings of loathing which cannot be avoided nor cured?



Furthermore, the long term psychedelic harm which years of therapy cannot crack and the pain and anguish on friends and family, all caused by running away from something that may have made you uncomfortable at that time in space. Years down the line all of it could have been avoided by taking the reins when it's the most difficult thing to do. What does this all mean????



I miss you Ogleby, I wish I could have told you how I really felt before you died in the cup holder of my truck. You could have inspired someones horribly Koi Fish tattoo somewhere down the line. Only the good die young. Damn, damn, damn...

My hobby is my girlfriend. It's super expensive, doesn't put out, and still gives me more fulfillment than I can ever ask for. This is a standard lengthy with all the fixin's. Her name is Marsha. Thanx!

The English are known as being tough sons of bitches. This one is the perfect example. Fuck a hooligan, I'll take a Bmx'er over a jock any day in a fight. Sucker punch sally's deserve pint glasses in the face anyway...

None of you are worth it. Not a one.

At a bar with catfish, Ron Wilkerson, darrel Nau, and James Levan. They are horrible dancers. Morgan Wade's wheel pictured.

ill tell u right now that if im a friend that u can treat the way u just treated me, with no regrets or apologies, then find someone else 2 text 24 7 while your gone.

This is Nate. If you can't see him you are weak.

"so what happens when u like a girl.. you never pursue it?"

never

it never gets that far

"cuz u dont allow it?"

just don't consider it an option

"u let me kiss you"

Koji is awesome.